my state of mind has finally gotten the best of me

MOVED!

Tue, 14 Apr 2009 08:54:34 GMT

Ive moved back to blogger!

lydiaaaaaa@blogspot . relink me people!

might update this site here and there as I like. but will be 90% locked. friends only.
:D

blogger

Sat, 11 Apr 2009 07:01:22 GMT

suddenly, i feel like changing back to blogger. how??
should I change back? but, on the other hand, i super lazy to change also.
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outing

Fri, 10 Apr 2009 03:13:04 GMT

hello people! Im back to blogg! haha, okay, no big deal.

Anw, ytd was goooood! went out with 0901 to watch movie in cine than dinner at bugis.
But the dinner was changed to seoul garden at taka instead.
Oh, and 0903 also went, but in the end, we watched different shows and ate at different places. >< but anw,
heard that they were quite pissed off with us for whatever reasons. but next time okay!
We'll be meeting almost everyday in sch yeah. Watched Handsome suit! k, the movie was quite funny and abit not too realistic,
but still its nice. hahaaaa. than after the movie, they were slacking ard waiting for 03 to finish playing pool,
but in the end, our class also went up to play pool, cause we need to wait for juanyuan to rush down after his work.
joan, went off after the movieee, cos she got her class chalet.
Oh, and joan's our ogl btw.
Me, fara, lihui,peiting,jean and meow hui went to take neoprints!
been ages since i last took neoprints!
While the guys were playing pool, we went to shopp ard in cine.
After that, our class and 03 cannt compromise on what to eat, and thus we ate differently.
Dinner-ed till about 9 plus , than slacked till about 10 plus and mrt-ed home.
okay, i dont have the photos with me. Its all in juanyuan's camera. hahah. :D

As for today, i just woke up. Hahah. might be heading down for aaron's birthday chalet later on in the evening after meeting pohchin.
But we'll see how first yeah!

Alright, shall stop here!
till than.

what if, there's no what if?

tanned

Mon, 06 Apr 2009 17:14:10 GMT

my skin is still very tanned and burnned. I need some kind of whitiing cream or mask. to make my skin whiter by a bit. Its too tanned. I'l still get a shock when i look into the mirror. like wth, im so tanned ? (:

k, im dead tired and my hair is still not dry. dont care already. gotta hit the sack soon.
till than!

SIT - Freshman Orientation '09

Sat, 04 Apr 2009 12:31:21 GMT

hello peole on earth!

Im like finally back from orientation! Its fun! At first, i though it'll be hard to blend with the new class, but surprisingly, we bond quite well! Was kinda early on the first day, than i was there staring at the wall waiting for the other students to arrive. but second day and thrid day, it became better. Know the rest of my classmates better, and i must say they are fun and super funny. I like! (: Oh, and not forgetting the OGLs that guided us along for the whole 3 days. they're a bunch of nice people! :D I cant possibility type out what happened for the three days, but there are pictures. on facebook! i only have two, but the rest are at www.flickr.com/photos/nypsitorientation2009 !

and I got sun burn today): the worse part, on my face. went wild wild wet with the usuals today for the whole day. and as usual, went crazy till we're dead tired. okay, im dam tired. shall stop here for now. (:

till than!

still quite stuck in ytd, not knowing how to go from here.

Tue, 31 Mar 2009 15:43:37 GMT

orientation tml, wish me luck!
:D

till than.

NONONO.

Sun, 29 Mar 2009 16:15:44 GMT

cough and sore throat, go away, far f ar away! ))):

check-up tml at 1 plus @ NSC . *sigh* I really hope all these would end. Alright orientation is this coming wed to friday. cant wait! I want to make new friends, i want school to start. (:

okay, ive got nothing else to blog about anymore.
till than.

I expect no more.

sick

Fri, 27 Mar 2009 17:03:55 GMT

gwen: yep. can take cert already. its the cert and the book with all the testi and stuffs.

Im not feeling very good now.
Ohwell, im gonna bath and get some slp. church tml in the morning, followed by shopping with cousin in the noon. Pls hope he dont have last min work! : x

cancelled

Thu, 26 Mar 2009 14:16:09 GMT

Dance is cancelled tml due to the fact that instructor's unwell. Get well soon! Oh, and i finally got my full 12 hours of sleep ytd. woke up only at 12 plus in the noon today. had slight headache, most likely due to too much slp. But overall, it feels good to sleep so long. Ytd was sentosa day with another 10 over people. As usual, i went crazy and they keep laughing at me. -.- And the frisbee hit my lip lah! its always the case. Go sentosa with them, sure something happen to me. the last time was i fell hard with my leg split, and now its the frisbee. but anw, its fun. (: Was out all the way till 11 plus last night. nice! its was, vivo-sentosa-vivo-home.

oaky, things aside. Ive been coughing like for 1 week already ? and im still not yet recovered. :x And one more thing, before i forgot. I went bartley to take my SGC ytd. feel so super good, i tell you! guys, quick go back bartley take your SGC! :D

k, i needa bath.

till than,
im off.

ALL OF YOURS

Mon, 23 Mar 2009 17:03:55 GMT

This song's been around for some time already. But ive never really go listen to it. came across this earlier the day. So, though i'll just come and post something here. (: I STAYED HOME THE WHOLE DAY! hahah. okay, i know not very big deal. But at least its sort of an achivement for me yeah? Ive been ging out everyday last week, i think. okay. its gonna be 1am soon. meeting pohchin tml. so yeah, i'll go try get some sleep now.

till than.

" Feeling down nakedly .The obvious feeling of pain
Due to the blowing wind, made me unable to cry "

Sat, 21 Mar 2009 08:00:56 GMT

'' Tell me what should I do, what should I do to get myself up on my feet again.
and again, i feel so super lousy. ''

Im meeting nava in a few more mins and im still here typing. Its rainning outside and this alone has already brought my mood down. hate it when its a rainny day, esp on a sat when im about to go out. okay. its cousin's ben birthday today. happy birthday!

On the lighter note, cousin's bringing me out to shop for clothes next week! the best part, he's paying for it. yay! oh, and he want to do my hair too. :D cant wait !

till than,
toodles.

EYEBAGS

Thu, 19 Mar 2009 16:00:56 GMT

HELLO EARTH.

its currnetly 1150pm. And i just looked myself in the mirror. My eyebags are getting darker by day. ); Its time to sleep more and sleep early. I dont want to end up going poly with these dark rings.>< There's another check up at KKH tml at ard noon, i think. not too sure though. Yet to check the appt card. Went city hall to meet pohchin after my appt and lunch with mum. bought my crumpler. like finally. Im only using it when school starts. Even though im tempted to use it straight away. But NO. haha. Gonna endure. (: bought 2 pairs of flats also. each @ 10 bucks. cheap eh. okay. Gonna bath and slp.

ps/ my throat is still hurting and its super ichy. ); No fever pls !

Wed, 18 Mar 2009 16:37:03 GMT

Great, I didnt see that coming. think im getting sick soon. ):
i dont wantttt !
but, wadever lah. Anw, im going bathe than im going slp. check up tml at 12 noon. ):

Tue, 17 Mar 2009 06:50:43 GMT

NOW MINE! HAHAHAHAH.

b'dae

Wed, 11 Mar 2009 14:59:42 GMT

hello earth.
Im offically 17 frm today onwards! I spent the whole day at home cleanning my room. At least its neat and tidy already. Went out ytd with nava, shahizan and muhaimin. They wanted to surprise me with the advance birthday celebration, but somehow the details is leaked. haha. but still, thank you guyys! i really appreicated it alot. (: Nothing special happened today though. Oh, and i want to thank those who wished me, on msn, friendster and facebk. (: My parents and aunt gave me a red packet each which result to a lump sum of money. Now i can get my poly stuffs. ^^ thank you everyone! This year, i had a normal, simple yet happy birthday. ((: Im contented.

Okay. Im working starting tml till sun. I'll be at suntec convention hall 602 for the IT fair, from 11am all the way till 10pm Do drop by if you're free!
:D

Till than.
ps/ I got the urge to change back to blogspot.

You forgot mine birthday though i remembered yours. ):
totally forgot.

out of the blue

Sat, 07 Mar 2009 11:43:58 GMT

I should do more conditionning at home. ytd's lesson resulted in today's whole body ache,especially my back. dam pain, i tell you. I cant even get up frm bed this morning. ): Anw, went church today. Like at last uh. They had this birthday celebration for me. dam sweet. (: after everything's over and done, bused home and here im typing this post. k, going to eat now.

till than.

Tue, 03 Mar 2009 09:44:42 GMT

came across this earlier,
" love's a two way street." if only i knew this meaning back than, i wouldnt be here typing all this shit about love.

Anw, im home today. woke up at 12noon, thinking it was still 10 plus becos of the rain, and went straight back to sleep all the way till 130. been rainning these few days. oh, and ive done my passport photo and everything else. gonna mail the letter back to nyp later. Im starting to like being at home. Im suddenly very lazy to go out. hah, dont know whay too. Used to be the oppsite last time. Okay, got to go bath and get ready.

till than.

its becos you and i both dont wanna give in.

Sat, 28 Feb 2009 18:36:35 GMT

I dont know why am i still so anticipating for something that will never happen, not in a million years. Dam werid. aiyah, dont want to care already. This blog seems super dead. doubt anyone's reading it anyway. its 232am and im still here typing. cant get to slp, dont know why. suddenly i though of too many things which made me think alot. oaky, this is crazy, im getting to slp now.

ciao.

when I shut up, it doesnt mean i totally ignored.
when you though i didnt borthered, i cared twice as much.
this is so crazy. ):

hope? I dont see any.

Fri, 27 Feb 2009 15:25:49 GMT

Im starting to like the lesson on friday evenings. its super happening and fun! :D its friday already, the week pass really fast. ohyah, submitted my enrollment online, now im left with sending the letter back to nyp that it, than im done! NYP orientation been changed frm 7-9 to 1-3 april for SIT. Im one of the earliest to go for the orien camp. haha. (:

11am@ SMC tml, im not not looking forward to it. I sense something's gonna go wrong tml.): going alone for tml's check-up as usual. aiyah, wadever lah.

till than.

Mon, 23 Feb 2009 13:53:40 GMT

i just dont get it. Why must life be so fcuk-ed up?! Why cant just let it be simple and nice ?!

Dont ask me what happened. nothing happened. im just having mood swing. super frustrated now.
fcuk life, hate it.

Wed, 18 Feb 2009 13:22:14 GMT

theres nothing interesting about my life. everything's like so boring. job hunting today was unsucessful. ): im gonna rott, if i dont get a job fast. really. k, i got nothing to blog about today. till i got something to blog about, i'll blog.

til than.

Sat, 14 Feb 2009 10:20:57 GMT

Im currently now at home, rotting. plans were all cancelled today cause nava had some last mins, and cclia and I never bought any presents, so we droppped the plan of going church. Go church never buy present very paiseh. (: haha. And later, i dont even think im going over to cousin's house anymore. Ah, whatever lah. this year, today, the worse valentine's day, seriously.

okay, im off.
bye.

All those time wasted, i was hopping you'l come around.

S.A.D

Fri, 13 Feb 2009 16:42:30 GMT

hello people on earth.

Its past 12 mn, that means its the 14/2 ! for singles out there, happy S.A.D. ( singles awearness day ) . &for couples out there, happy valentine's day.

k , just got home from the bbq. Im very tired, and im stickly all over. gotta go bath, and head right to sleep. Swimming tml morning with nava, than church in the afternoon with cclia, followed by birthday celebration at cousin's house, i think. Tml's gonna be a busy day. Im off , Sleep early people! (:

Till than.

long gone

Tue, 10 Feb 2009 06:06:11 GMT

" I never knew how much you meant to me untill the day i gave you up. sometimes when it all comes back, its just so unbearable. "

stop it , lydia, stop it.

PAIN

Sun, 08 Feb 2009 12:53:52 GMT

"stay close and dont go "

Went swimming with nava in the evening. the 1 and a half hrs seems lke half an hr. time passes fast when im swimming. Oh and i pulled my muscles by acident. dam pain . ): now i have difficulty lifting my both hand. and suprisingly, i still remembered how to swim, after 3 years of not swimming. COOL. (: but my stamina gone down. I needto train more frm now onwards. I dont want to get my cert in swimming for nothing. k, gonna read eclipse now. Im currently addicted to the book. HAHA ! :D

till than.