| i want a time replase |
[Nov. 19th, 2008|03:29 pm] |
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| | hell | ] |
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| |  numb | ] |
i've been rotting at home like hell. Anw, may be heading to malaysia tml tilll the 24.
Oh, and i found a job. and im starting work on dec the 1. :D
everthing i do is wrong. wadever action i make, i'll regret. wtf. am i really that hopeless? being a failure in everything i do. i tried to keep my cool, i tied to ignore everything by going to slp even in the mid-afternoon. i tried! and im f-ing tired. i need to get away from all these. i need to get away from the reality for a while.
the reality is a too tirring place to be in. i tried to fit in. but when the moment i think everything is alright, everything else falls apart. im really going crazy. i need to disappear for a while, from everything. i need space. but no one's giving me any and i can hardly breathe now. i need a breather.
okay, till here. i need to find back myself. really. this is too tirring.
ciaos.
I want someone who will stand by me
I want someone who will tell me not to worry.
I want someone who will tell me everything is ok.
I want you to be the someone.
But i know, you're not the someone.
And nobody's willing to be the someone.
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